LOVE.trust.LOVE.

Tuesday, November 2 @ 12:49 AM

ive decided to blog again coz i wan u to know,that i really mean it.

Firstly,i deleted her from my phone contacts.

but it still wasnt enough for u.i didnt delete from fb coz i duno how.now that i know how alre,i alre deleted her..i did all dis becoz i wan u to know im serious bout this relationship.

i was browsing through the letters that u sent to me from the start of our relationship.i came across something i was very happy to read over and over again.you said dis "BABY,NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS,WE MUST OVERCOME THE OBSTACLES TOGETHER" and gosh.can cry man.

can u just do simple things for me to make me happy?i keep advising u,watch ur shirt watch ur shirt.why?becoz i am worried and i love u.i dun wan people to keep look at u.my temper will just go to the top if people keep look at u coz u wear too sexy..if u with me still okay..i can look back..what if ure alone and some tiko just come to u and molest u.?please think of all dis.please..u wan wear how sexy also see the place we going.if we at my house or wad i dun care.but if we are with my friends,PLEASE..im begging u,careful with wad u wear..maybe u think im controlling u..im not,these things havent happened to u thats why u still dare to wear liddat.i know people who kena before,my own ex.thats why im so worried.

lastly,i really love u and have faith in u.i dun see anything wrong being jealous ya?its normal i guess.i do feel sad when u forget to wear our ring..its something that represents us.wonder how u forget.but nvm,thats minor things.i will buy u ur new necklace.please,i hope u understand how much i wan dis relationship.and how much i love u.if u read this alre,please gimme a text.i wan go lie down on my bed alre.i really hope to get a text from u.i will wait till u text.i swear.i dun mind not sleeping.

iloveyou,

HELENE TAN YING YI , 220310

Tuesday, August 10 @ 10:42 PM

WOOOOO!AHTURL IS VERY EMOTIONAL ONE OKAY YESTERDAY!

AND WHO SAYS I DUN HAVE 2 SIDES OF ME??

hahaha!so jeevan,rt,ilyas and baby,u saw both side of me yest right?

so chill guys.im fine!im happy it happened too,at least u all can learn something.

and please LEARN something k?and not FOLLOW something.

disaster=cool down=settled=learn new thing :D

AS FOR TODAY!

i didnt know girls hair will spring up.heres wad happened.

baby met me at study corner for lunch.

so went to coffee shop,ate something with pork.

but the porky was pushed aside.sorry pigs!

i cant bear to eat u up.ure too cute.hahahaha!

den after that met the rest at study corner.

slacked,den me and baby tired.so went to my crib.

we were bored so i decide to cut baby hair.

guess wad,trimming all nicely done.den i wanted to cut for her bangs.

GUESS WAD,BANGS=PINEAPPLE HEAD!!

den went to take a nap.

went down,slacked,sent baby home,and TAKRAW!muahahaha!

now im home sweet home!

LOVELY GIRLFRIEND!

glad u learned something yesterday.though i hurt u.or touched ur heart.

ur tears meant alot to me.im sure u feel the same way.

like u said last for 1 2 3 4 5 6 369 years.

it can happen,its a matter of we want it to happen anot.

so the promise we made yest ;D keep it pinebaby!

im keeping it i can assure u.

love u manymanymany lar HELENETANYINGYIPINEAPPLE!

Thursday, August 5 @ 12:08 AM

been so fucking long since i blogged.well,here it is;D

doing well.keep sick these few days.

any of u got any idea of wad course from anywhere i should take?

its gonna help me in my court sentence.or maybe any job to intro?

ive searched high and low but cannot find lei.

been meeting my baby baby baby ohhh!love her lots.

i miss lots of people too =(

kinda shocked and still shock about some things that happened.

but what can i do?nature is doing her part.

those who are worrying bout me or wadever,

dun worry ahturl is still strong and fine.

im MIA-ing alre.so yeah.if i feel like answering or replying u,i will.

if not,jolly well give up.

takraw,im getting way way better now ;D just wish my legs got spring.

facebook;nothing fun also.only comment here and there.

easy to say,im kinda no life now.

morning,wake up,go down slack,go home change,takraw,home,tattooing,sleep.

EVERY SINGLE DAY SAME THING HAPPENING!

btw to all those who wanna know bout my court,

25TH AUGUST,COURT 11,9.30AM.SENTENCED.

most probably remanded,den the rest up to judge.

oh my dear judge please gimme probation,my first offence only =(

Thursday, July 22 @ 1:48 AM

its over,eventhough we dun wan it to happen.ur family is too much.
im just giving them what they want alright?u cant possibly blame me right?
i know u still love me alot.
my mom told ur mom something.
i find it true.
if one day,u cannot tahan and u fall sick or something.
and ur last wish is to be with me or see me,
i wanna see will they even bring u to me.
even i doubt so,i hope they not so heartless.
im so sorry girl.u know we dun wan dis to happen right?
but guess they're too protective of u.
and now,police also know.
if police see u with me,what will happen to me?
i duno wad my mom talk to u or anything.
if u wanna be rebellious,u can just call me.
or meet me up.but dun get caught.
take care my girl.
hope we meet again.

Saturday, July 17 @ 12:37 AM

the reason why i upload dis drawing of mine,is not to show off my art or wadever.

look at the drawing carefully.the bird in a cage just the same like baby grounded.

the bird on the tree trunk alone,just the same like me lonely outside.

k here's the thing why im posting all these.you guys have been thinking im the evil guy.

look at this picture for urself,imagine the bird alone on the trunk.

wont u guys think the bird will sad?and jealous seeing other birds coupling.

thats every reason why im doing all dis.like,meeting girl FRIENDS! of mine.

why cant u people understand my situation.

look at it again.if the bird in the cage wanna go out finding other birds,can she even do it?

all the bird can do is chirp to other birds.

wad do u think the bird on the trunk will do to the bird in the cage if the cage is opened?

obviously will fly to the bird of its love right?

im trying to say,i fly here fly there also find friends.because im lonely.

i dun feel have presence.weekends alone,its really hurting.

i know the cage will be locked till duno when.

cant u guys see im still waiting?if i didnt wait,the cage would have rot weeks ago.

so the thing i wanna say now is.

please,understand me.i meet my friends is just as friends.

dun be paranoid.u have people to update u bout me.

it hurts me,to not enjoy my life at the edge of going in alre.

ask urself this,how many days have i got left till my court?

how many of these days did we actually spend time happily?

i think can count with fingers.coz most of it,quarrels.

give me face will u?i wont step on ur head.

compare dis court date and the previous one.

how close were we on the previous one?

its just a matter of understanding me.

maybe when im inside,den u will start realising.

by then it will be too late.

just dont forget ur promise of taking care of my family.

peace out,

ahturl enam!

Thursday, July 15 @ 12:58 PM

IM SICK BITCHES!HAHAHA!AFTER A LONG LONG TIME HEALTHY AND HYPER,AHTURL IS DOWN AND UNDER!MUAHAHA!BUT IM STILL ME I WILL STILL GO DOWN AND BE CRAZY!!MEDICINE ALL IN MY STOMACH ALRE.SO I WILL RECOVER SOON!DUN WORRY SLUTS!=PP

Monday, July 12 @ 10:54 PM

im just stress!i duno wad to do..who to listen to..

where are the people when i need them?

those loved ones of mine,those who are always there.

where have u all gone to?

or isit u all have given up on me?

honestly,i cant do this myself.

i have fallen,and i cant find a way to get myself up again.

i need guidance.i need help.

mahn has been advicing me.so does margeet,shahib,ilyas and ham.

thanks alot guys..didnt expect u all were the ones..

AHTURL'S paradise,

People call me Ahturl.
I came out of the pussy on the eightOFmarch199o.I'm a simple guy who don't tolerate lousy attitude.and please,my tagboard is for chatting,wan talk shit,i will love to know u more;D

My one and only baby girl ♥

Wishlist.

★having her trust.
★fulfilling what she requested for.
★lasting long with her.
★~~shopping for clothes~~
★~~shopping for shoes~~
★~~a gold watch~~
★a hanky-panky life
★Sony PS3 (how much ah?)
★~~clear ALL my fines~~
★kill beer belly
★~~cut down on drinking @.@~~
★~~clear ALL misunderstandings with EVERYONE unhappy with me~~
★turning over a new leaf.HARDEST.

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