WOOT 6 HOURS PLUS AND BYE GUYS!!

to:Leilani,
thanks for being there for me just now,i didnt expect it to be that way.thanks for lending me ur shoulder and letting me cry all my tears out.thanks for ur advices.im happy,coz i get to see u smiling before i go in.i had a very good day with u today.thanks alot.besides,we did a good heart to heart talking didnt we?remember our deal?i hope u stick to your promise, i hope the theory "promises are meant to be broken" dont happen this time.because i really really believe u now.my trust for u is gaining again ;D now at least i can go in smiling.knowing u will wait for me.i trust u my dear.i hope u really wait.hmmm.i duno wad else to say.well,take care of urself while im away k?im sorry i cannot take care of u.dun worry as soon as i come out,i'll call u first!you can smell my smelly pillow if u miss me too much.or look at the pictures i drew for you.i love the bird picture.wad a potrait;D love you forever.

to:my family
mom,im sorry,im sorry i disappointed u again.this time really big disappointment.i know u are embarrassed to face our relatives during Hari Raya.coz you wont know wad to say to them rite?just say i go oveseas study or something.at least ure proud.u still can live mom,im not dead.im just far away from you.cheer up mom.i know i will cry when the judge knocks his hammer.and dad,thanks for bailing me the other time.i know u didnt scold me,but inside ur heart,i know ure disappointed at me and crying.im sorry to you too.such a useless son you guys have.sorry if i have to spoil any of your Hari Raya mood.

to:friends
you guys,thanks for the caring smses and msn.i will take care of myself aite?you guys be strong outside.now den i know,who my friends really are,im sad that even my used-to-be close friends couldnt spend 5 mins to just farewell me.dun be surprised if i come out,i am cold towards u.whoever thinks u are the one,u are the one.


I CAN ASSURE THAT........................
when im inside,1st person in my mind will be Leilani Lim Zhiyi.i will definitely miss her.wondering what she's doing outside.got naughty anot?eat alre anot?things like this.dun worry dearest,i wont be gay inside.i will tell them i have a gf.even if i have to face the 4 walls everyday,i will imagine ur face on the wall.or maybe look at my hand to think of u ;D at least u gave me something just now so that i can remember u.I CAN ALSO ASSURE THAT......i will be a totally new person when i come out.totally changed.coz confirm inside,i will learn lots of new lessons,get new experiences and even make new friends.i wont get influenced.anyway,im real sad i have to celebrate Hari Raya kissing the four walls.there goes my 2009 hongbao.i guess its time for bed now.will blog again when im back..which is duno when..i hope letters can be wrote..

my last words will be,"don't do things without thinking,you will regret AND ALSO disappoint others around you without you even knowing a single thing".

see ya my blog readers.....
With Love,
AhTurl