LOVE.trust.LOVE.

Thursday, July 22 @ 1:48 AM

its over,eventhough we dun wan it to happen.ur family is too much.
im just giving them what they want alright?u cant possibly blame me right?
i know u still love me alot.
my mom told ur mom something.
i find it true.
if one day,u cannot tahan and u fall sick or something.
and ur last wish is to be with me or see me,
i wanna see will they even bring u to me.
even i doubt so,i hope they not so heartless.
im so sorry girl.u know we dun wan dis to happen right?
but guess they're too protective of u.
and now,police also know.
if police see u with me,what will happen to me?
i duno wad my mom talk to u or anything.
if u wanna be rebellious,u can just call me.
or meet me up.but dun get caught.
take care my girl.
hope we meet again.

Saturday, July 17 @ 12:37 AM

the reason why i upload dis drawing of mine,is not to show off my art or wadever.

look at the drawing carefully.the bird in a cage just the same like baby grounded.

the bird on the tree trunk alone,just the same like me lonely outside.

k here's the thing why im posting all these.you guys have been thinking im the evil guy.

look at this picture for urself,imagine the bird alone on the trunk.

wont u guys think the bird will sad?and jealous seeing other birds coupling.

thats every reason why im doing all dis.like,meeting girl FRIENDS! of mine.

why cant u people understand my situation.

look at it again.if the bird in the cage wanna go out finding other birds,can she even do it?

all the bird can do is chirp to other birds.

wad do u think the bird on the trunk will do to the bird in the cage if the cage is opened?

obviously will fly to the bird of its love right?

im trying to say,i fly here fly there also find friends.because im lonely.

i dun feel have presence.weekends alone,its really hurting.

i know the cage will be locked till duno when.

cant u guys see im still waiting?if i didnt wait,the cage would have rot weeks ago.

so the thing i wanna say now is.

please,understand me.i meet my friends is just as friends.

dun be paranoid.u have people to update u bout me.

it hurts me,to not enjoy my life at the edge of going in alre.

ask urself this,how many days have i got left till my court?

how many of these days did we actually spend time happily?

i think can count with fingers.coz most of it,quarrels.

give me face will u?i wont step on ur head.

compare dis court date and the previous one.

how close were we on the previous one?

its just a matter of understanding me.

maybe when im inside,den u will start realising.

by then it will be too late.

just dont forget ur promise of taking care of my family.

peace out,

ahturl enam!

Thursday, July 15 @ 12:58 PM

IM SICK BITCHES!HAHAHA!AFTER A LONG LONG TIME HEALTHY AND HYPER,AHTURL IS DOWN AND UNDER!MUAHAHA!BUT IM STILL ME I WILL STILL GO DOWN AND BE CRAZY!!MEDICINE ALL IN MY STOMACH ALRE.SO I WILL RECOVER SOON!DUN WORRY SLUTS!=PP

Monday, July 12 @ 10:54 PM

im just stress!i duno wad to do..who to listen to..

where are the people when i need them?

those loved ones of mine,those who are always there.

where have u all gone to?

or isit u all have given up on me?

honestly,i cant do this myself.

i have fallen,and i cant find a way to get myself up again.

i need guidance.i need help.

mahn has been advicing me.so does margeet,shahib,ilyas and ham.

thanks alot guys..didnt expect u all were the ones..

Sunday, July 11 @ 2:05 AM

girl,it really hurts when u say the more u hate her,u hate me too.
what u trying to mean?
this just tells me u dun love me anymore(by nature).
putting every blame on one person wont solve it.
it just makes things worst.world war 6.
get wad i mean?and tell ur jiejie dun perasan can alre.
i can be harsh,but i have patience.
every body patience got limit one.ive been tahan-ing.
so babygirl,just wake up and think for ur own.
no point u listen to ur jie or mei or di or wadever.
end up still?u make decision.
u can hear their advice and follow their decision,
what makes u so sure after u listen to them u will be happy?
maybe u will regret?
im just trying to say logical things.
not trying to pick up a fight with anyone.
but if u wish to perasan(u know who u are),by all means.no fear babe.
so please,for once,think on ur own.
i understand ure grounded,this is the time.
to really sit in peace and think back everything.
from the start of this r/s till now.

Saturday, July 10 @ 12:51 PM

its basically about the 3 of us,me my girlfriend and her..
don't be so feeling that ure also involve..
she is not even interested in ur bf?and ure saying she is.
come on people lets meet up and talk it out!
u know who i referring to..please.

Friday, July 9 @ 12:56 AM

LETS JUST LET IT GO CAN WE?
TRUST,IT CAN BE BUILD EASILY.
I WILL PROVE IT!
NO MORE PARANOID PLEASE=(
YOU KEEP PARANOID HOW TO BUILD TRUST?
ALL I WANT IS UR TRUST BACK!!

the thing i'm worried about now is this relationship and also,its like freaking fast and its July already.Phobia siol.Court is coming in 2 weeks time?im broke somemore.how to enjoy the rest of the time outside?damn.i didn't blog for soooooooo long cause i was too busy ah.Always come back,tired,sleep. I just wanna be a happy me,but there are lots of obstacles ahead.I will fight all of it slowly but surely.So guys,AHTURL IS BACK BLOGGING!;DDDDDD

AHTURL'S paradise,

People call me Ahturl.
I came out of the pussy on the eightOFmarch199o.I'm a simple guy who don't tolerate lousy attitude.and please,my tagboard is for chatting,wan talk shit,i will love to know u more;D

My one and only baby girl ♥

Wishlist.

★having her trust.
★fulfilling what she requested for.
★lasting long with her.
★~~shopping for clothes~~
★~~shopping for shoes~~
★~~a gold watch~~
★a hanky-panky life
★Sony PS3 (how much ah?)
★~~clear ALL my fines~~
★kill beer belly
★~~cut down on drinking @.@~~
★~~clear ALL misunderstandings with EVERYONE unhappy with me~~
★turning over a new leaf.HARDEST.

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